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"I want to be alone. But I don’t want to be lonely. Somehow, they’ve become the same thing lately."

- (via c0ntemplations)

I reread “Waiting to exhale” today.

This year, it affected me more than the last time I did. I now have a late 30s crisis on top of my regular mid 20s one. 

Fuck.

Men. What a bother. And I haven’t been dealing with them a whole lot the past few years. I can’t even bother. Nope. No can do.

3◦4◦5◦6/100 pictures of Keira Knightley

(via knightleyfans)

I’m the queen of “well I don’t feel ready today. Maybe I’ll do it tomorrow”.

I’m sick of myself to be honest.

"I like cancelled plans. And empty bookstores. I like rainy days and thunderstorms. And quiet coffee shops. I like messy beds and over-worn pajamas. Most of all, I like the small joys that a simple life brings."

- note to self  (via agentlemenscoup)

(Source: c0ntemplations, via leannewoodfull)

vodkaslumber:

Yes!

!!!

nightwatch-official:

geekygothgirl:

gorgonetta:

[Painting of Death as a spectral nanny taking a child and infant away from their bereaved family.  A detail shows the family’s house number is 1918.]

I never realized this until seeing the detail, but this painting is most likely about the flu pandemic.

it’s really interesting seeing death portrayed as a woman 

(Source: ex0skeletal, via thatsquiteood)

iguanamouth:

"what are your plans for the future" *shrugs so hard that my arms detach at the shoulders and i am no longer asked any questions that arent about my missing limbs*

(via lascivuus)

sassiestravenclaw:

davidbyrne:

i love laughing about the friend zone because it’s so dumb like you know most of those dudes aren’t even IN the “friend zone” they’re in the “ugh god not this dude again” zone

AMEN

(via rockpaperscissorhands)

1. If you’ve ever tried drugs or alcohol, what was your reason for first trying it?


cause my dad said that I should get used to it to be able to not get drunk easily. And he was right1 :D
2. Do you think you could ever have an abortion if you unexpectedly turned up pregnant right this second?
I’m 100% sure I don’t want kids right now so I would do it but the idea of it terrifies me.It’s definitely a very, very difficult decision.
3. If you were far from home and needed to sleep for the night, would you choose to rent a crappy motel room for $60 or sleep in your car for free?
I actually really want to stay in a motel.
4. Is there a color shirt you’d NEVER wear?
yellow. Or hot pink but mostly yellow.
5. Is there a situation where you caved into peer pressure and regretted it?
only when my friends drag me out when I really don’t want to.
6. What is your favorite video game console? Why?
N64 and Xbox. Because memories and because it’s pretty. wow I’m so good at this!
7. Do you like vanilla candles?
Love them.
8. Have you ever been in a relationship that was going great, and then suddenly something weird happened and you just KNEW it was going to be over soon?
Yes. One learns to read the signs sooner or later.
9. Would you ever bleach your hair platinum blonde?
I’d like a dark blonde or white blonde. Not platinum.
10. What are your plans for tomorrow?
Going to the beach, stydying the usual.
11. What did you have for breakfast?
Ice cream xD
12. Have you had sex in 2013 yet?
Let’s talk about 2014…. NO.
13. Who last slept in your bed besides you?
A family friend.
14. What time did you wake up today?
10am and I slept in like 5am. Fuck.
15. How long until your next birthday?
4months and 10 days gaaahhh
16. What was the last movie you watched?
Mamma mia, I think.
17. If you could see any musician live, front row, who would you choose?
Since I already saw Depeche Mode, Eminem.
18. When did you last consume something that had peanut butter?
too long ago. 
19. What’s the last song you heard?
The songs of the singer whose concert I attended last night.
20. When you say you love someone, do you mean it?
I only say it as an expression used to show excitement. I don’t think I have ever said it in the real way.
21. Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
I’d like to.
22. Do you still talk to any of your ex’s?
Not that much.
23. As of this minute, what is going through your mind?
Everything and nothing.
24. Where’s the last place you went?
A nice bar.
25. Have you held hands with anyone lately?
Nope.
26. Has anyone let you down recently?
Yes but nothing too important.
27. Does it bother you when people try to make you jealous?
It’s actually entertaining.
28. Whats the next movie you want to see in theaters?
Motherfucking Sin City 2!!.. :D :D
29. Do you have more than $50 in your room?
I have about 5… I’m broke rn.
30. Are both of your blood parents still in your life?
Yes they are. 
31. Were you tired when you woke up this morning?
Yes! I also have hangover which is weird and annoying.
32. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
I have no idea.
33. When was the last time you went apple picking?
I only go apple eating.
34. Do you sometimes wake up in the morning, lay in bed and think about life?
Almost everyday although I prefer to do it before sleeping.
35. Are you happy summer is coming soon?
Summer is here and it’s alright I guess.
36. Do you have drama in your life?
Thank God we always have drama in our lives. ;)

Apparently expecting people to be punctual is too much to ask for. Well okay.

I finally found one that isn't lame

1. If you’ve ever tried drugs or alcohol, what was your reason for first trying it?
2. Do you think you could ever have an abortion if you unexpectedly turned up pregnant right this second?
3. If you were far from home and needed to sleep for the night, would you choose to rent a crappy motel room for $60 or sleep in your car for free?
4. Is there a color shirt you’d NEVER wear?
5. Is there a situation where you caved into peer pressure and regretted it?
6. What is your favorite video game console? Why?
7. Do you like vanilla candles?
8. Have you ever been in a relationship that was going great, and then suddenly something weird happened and you just KNEW it was going to be over soon?
9. Would you ever bleach your hair platinum blonde?
10. What are your plans for tomorrow?
11. What did you have for breakfast?
12. Have you had sex in 2013 yet?
13. Who last slept in your bed besides you?
14. What time did you wake up today?
15. How long until your next birthday?
16. What was the last movie you watched?
17. If you could see any musician live, front row, who would you choose?
18. When did you last consume something that had peanut butter?
19. What’s the last song you heard?
20. When you say you love someone, do you mean it?
21. Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
22. Do you still talk to any of your ex’s?
23. As of this minute, what is going through your mind?
24. Where’s the last place you went?
25. Have you held hands with anyone lately?
26. Has anyone let you down recently?
27. Does it bother you when people try to make you jealous?
28. Whats the next movie you want to see in theaters?
29. Do you have more than $50 in your room?
30. Are both of your blood parents still in your life?
31. Were you tired when you woke up this morning?
32. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
33. When was the last time you went apple picking?
34. Do you sometimes wake up in the morning, lay in bed and think about life?
35. Are you happy summer is coming soon?
36. Do you have drama in your life?
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